Hey people, sch holidays is coming...yet again. jz last month, they were holidaying rite wtf...being a kid or a sch teacher is damn fun okay...where u can get approximately 80 days of holiday per year. (u might think i m smart to know the total of days, but i actualy searched for this infor thru the net wtf) and i was regret y i m a programmer but not a teacher wtf. for ur infor, my childhood ambition is to be a teacher. haha. biasa la, most kids would choose teacher, doctor, police etc as ambition. u know, we used 2 write essay or karangan bout own ambition rite? like, wat do u hope 2 do when u grow up?? or sometimes being called by teacher in a class, asking u to share ur ambition wif the rest of ur classmates...and my answer is always, teacher. @_@ i remembered was holding to this ambition for, err, 4 to 5 yrs wtf. whenever my teacher asked me bout my ambition, i would say 'teacher', even when writing essay. how come my thinking is so so simple??i remembered some of my ex-class mates said they wanna become IT specialist la, lawyer la when they grew up. woo hoo, those were damn 'high end' okay..at least for a primary sch kid.
anyway, after my form 5, i neva even thought of goin colleges to futher my studies. cos of my financial support wtf. my family esp my bro dint agree for me to go colleges..seriously, i DID NOT blamed them okay. i understand the situation back then. and to be honest, my results were not good enuff for me to apply for a scholarship or loan. damn. so wat did i do?! i followed my frens' decision, which is to cont'd Form 6. (haha, i think i was lost that time, miserable, duno wat shud i do) and so, i spent 2 yrs in Form 6. usually if u finish ur STPM, u would cont'd to University rite? otherwise i guess u will jz wasted the previous 2 yrs. so, it was another headache time. which Uni to chose?! and what course to take?! grrr...in the end, i chose UM as my 1st choice, then USM...guess what was my 1st choice for course? haha...civil engineering!!! come on, tell me i m smart...i mean, seldom gals chose this course. if i m not mistaken, i chose the 1st three to be civil eng. then my 4th choice, Com Sc. and the govn assigned me this. i dun even know what is Com Sc back then, jz simply tick. but ok la, glad that i took this course...cos now, IT era rite, shud hav knowledge about IT too. ;D
now that i ve grown up, no longer hav ambition anymore @_@