Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I Wish 'they' Spend Their Life In Jail

What a bad mood to start the day.
my baby City back glass was broken last night.

FUCK THIS SHIT. damn suey okay.

actually i heard bikes and some bangs at 11 smth yesterday night. lazy me thought of nothing special so dint get up and take a look ( i almost felt asleep then) this morning Annie came over to tumpang my car to work. she din't realised anything but me, who always am damn sensitive to every single thing on the car (even bird shits) found that the glass was all broken. and the funniest thing, the brick still lay nicely at the back of the car. but i gotto say that i'm lucky cause nothing's being stolen.

what the fuck is this?!! we know for sure the brick wouldn't fall from the sky itself. stupid brainless retarded sick fckers!!!! why are they so free?? why hit people's car on purpose?? what has gotten into their mind?? so free go to hell lah, please don't go and vandalize people's belongings. grrrrrrrrrr....

what has happened to Malaysia nowadays?? or shall i say, what has happened to Taiping nowadays? it's no longer tai-ping anymore. no where is safe anymore and no one is safe. how am i gonna park the car outside my house in future? hire some guards during the night? put on CCTV? wtf wtf.... feeling so insecure and damn scared now.

well you might thought it's a small case. but can you imagine the heartache-ness i have now?! what's more, it's not my own car.

i hope those stupid fckers who broke my car will spend their life in jail. or being beaten up, or....whatever it is lah, just give them some lessons lah... (cruel ho?? ya lah who ask them break my car?!)

Tomorrow is a holiday, but i ain't in the mood already =((( my poor baby T__T
the so called 'spider web'
the proof...
the worst part, left side of the glass T___T
damn sad okay *sob sob*

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Big Girl Already ;)

Inspired by a few blogger friends, I'm feeling to write about it too ;)

But first, sorry for the blur photos ok =(( blame it to the stupid scanner lah.. i tried for few days already but it still doesn't work!! grrrrr.. i was very fed up last night so i gave up :( i snapped using my handphone instead. once again, minta maaf lah @___@

Taken when i was about 9, heheh smart eh watching people played poker cards ;)

this one was about 10. stood outside my uncle's house.

and ladies and gents, this is ONE-OF-THE ugliest photo. i forgot when was it taken but it was outside my house. look at me!! damn chubby ho?? haih i don't know what's wrong also. and check out my tummy OMG... *faint*

there's more photos back home but trust me you won't want to see them... mind you i was saying 'ONE-OF-THE ugliest photo' meaning there are still many actually. okay lah may be i can show you those which are cute and pretty ones heheh. for once i was veryy chubby and ugly even the brother also called me FATTY T_____T and he still do every now and then!! =((

Okay fast forward abit. moving towards my teen i gradually became better looking hahah..
this was taken during my secondary school time, a trip to KL with my girl friends.

this is the me at 24 now. look okay and more lady like, right right?? 0_o lucky no visible wrinkles on my face lah heheh. sigh getting old is not easy -__-

Friday, April 25, 2008

MDG Top 3

I was hesitating for abit before i decided to write this blog. cause i know many already blogged about it. anyway since i'm kinda free today so i'll write la okay =))
so top 3 was announced. seriously i was quite satisfied with the result. hahah cause Hanis was one of them tee hee...*claps claps* the latest episodes up already so go watch lah..*
clicks* (haih damn 'fai' la this link, who don't know the Malaysian Dream Girls website right?)


She is my favourite girl so i will start with her first *winks* (damn bias ho?)
she's young, she's pretty, she's humble, she's friendly and she's definetely deserved to be one of the top 3. her posture was so damn good here. she did look good in the batik kind of dress, with her one-of-a-kind expression. i think she need abit more effort and hardwork that'll absolutely make her qualified for commercials, presenter, VJ bla bla bla...whatever that comes to TV la okay. one good thing i feel about Hanis is the she's very friendly, i think even if she become the winner she still can be your good friend!! haih if i am the judge definetely i'll make her the MDG !!


Well i think Jay is gergous too. she can be very girly or cool at times. i think she did well during the runway. i love her skin colour. yea i used to adore people's tanned skin but i won't like it if i have lah hahah....


I don't really like her. (sorry Adeline's fans...) she look so fierce when she's not smiling. see this photo, her posture is abit cacat come her right leg lift so high one?? but i know she look better other than this photo. remember the Escada adv?? i gotto admit she did pretty well during the shot.


No no no....dont like this picture, why mid-jump? her face looked so 'suffered' here..i never tried taking photo during mid-jump but can imagine, its not easy. so it makes her looked so unnatural here.. kesian her lah.


She used to be my favourite. she looked sweet here don't you think? i think her body is nice too heheh.. but too bad lah why she was not in the top 3? T___T frankly i was shocked lo how come??! i believe she got loads of supporters right..


umm....what can i say... the photo is abit dull u think?? but i like her shoulder heheh. i think she has improved from the beginning, yet her runway still need more effort i suppose. anyway her Escada shot is not bad too lah.

well well let's wait and see for the result. i really hope Hanis can win la heheh.. go watch the video and tell me what you think okay? ;)

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Random Me

Yesterday while i was driving to work, i realised there were haze. well i was not sure its haze or what lah..or may be some jungles nearby was on fire again @__@ (which i seriously hope its NOT!!) was able to take 2 photos.

showed this to the bf last night, he warned me not to take photos again the next time i'm driving :p okok yes sirr!

this is a clearer pict. what's wrong hah?

the other day i was msn-ing with a friend and we were discussing about tattoo. no it's not the song Tattoo, it's the REAL tattoo fellas... I've always wanted a tattoo for ages. everytime i go shopping malls i got the urge to purposely pass by those tattoo shops i dunno why. weird huh :S
they say it hurts and once you do it's forever. they say it's even painful if you were to remove it. they say you gotto seek for a real professional and a very hygienic shop to perform the tattoo. they say you gotto bear with the pain for that whole process.
well of cause i know all these. but i think i can bear with the pain and money is not a problem wtf... i used to dream if i hav a tattoo at the shoulder wah damn 'chio' man... ;p cause bare-back and sleeveless are my favourite =) sighh i dunno why i just want a tatoo so badly. so jealous when seeing girls with tatoo on their body. at the waist, shoulder, hand, legs and the back of the neck. damn cool okay...^___*
but there are some people who tattoo all over the body that is too much i guess. but they say its ART la seriously i m not an artistic person wtf. a not-very-too-much one is okay. sexyy and seducing ahaha...
damn after all these dreams i know i'm not gonna tattoo somehow T___T sigh the bf surely will not allow lah :(( seriously i don't blame him since most guys don't want their gf to look that 'naughty' afterall. yea i know its already 2008 a modern world now but what to do, i m not able to change his mind @__@ so i can only continue dreaming. but thank God since there are those temporary tattoo stickers nowadays though they are not as nice as the real ones.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Letih nya..

Wah i was so damn hardworking and tired last weekend. so hardworking can u imagine? went for hiking @ Maxwell Hill early Saturday morning. really exhausted and sweaty everyone were complaining when we came down, though it was just about 1 hour+ of exercise. guess we really are old already wtf our stamina was not good enough, plus we used the short cut. it was so slippery and steep, i think we should called it jungle trekking instead of hiking. my leg muscle are still so painful now arghhh....


see see, damn scary right? this took us about half an hour to reach the base @___@

next we went for breakfast together and then back home, bath changed and rest. 1+ we went lunch (heheh think i used lotsa of energy i had 2 meals in 3 hours fuh...) 2pm we went for swimming @
Bukit Jana Golf Resort. yea they allow public to swim there at RM8 per pax. but too bad was raining when we reached there. anyway managed to swim a while later until 5pm. aicks so hugry me i had my dinner very early that evening. then i joined dear and his friends for yumchar later evening. hahah for the first time i realized everyone were damn tired and moodless that night. ya la whose idea is it to hike and swim in the same day?! HELLO we are not 17 anymore weii...

nice right?

contestants of muscular man Malaysia ahaha...

we were watching some stunt shows in water heheh...

stunt shows again ;)

the bf took this

Sunday actually planned to go Penang for PC Fair and shopping. too bad the bf had something to settle last minute and by the time he's done, it was 4pm already T_____T and so we cancelled the trip. sighh...

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Forever Friends Award

Tagged by Yan.
umm umm should i start this...
*think deep*

*snapped finger*
okay letmmi tell you about my friends:
Esther, Suan, Catherine, Crystal, Angeline, Samantha and Tingki.
they are my closest friends of all. the first 5 we had about 11 yrs of friendship and the last 2, 17 yrs of friendship omg....
we used to promise each other that we WILL keep in touch no matter how. yea so glad we did buddies lalalalala...
we text, we call, we laugh, we cry, we hang out, we meet up every now and then... wah so proud ;p
Back school, we used to have 10 sisters tell you what. but slowly the other two(Sc & GH) already lost contact :(( ok la not really lost contact but we seldom meet up already. and kinda weird if we were to meet now, less topics to chat somehow.
we love to chat and gossip alot dont we? =)) not forgetting laughing so loud lah. muaahaha...sighh everytime after our gathering i would complaint about my sorethroat the next day. no i'm not exaggerating i m serious weiii...its because we REALLY talk so much and laugh alot heheh...
we are the main attraction everywhere we go (okay this one i exaggerate @__@ ) but it is real fun and i enjoy every gathering we had.
i cannot imagine what will our gathering become in the next 20 yrs or so. shall we bring along our sons daughters cucu cicit along?? and shall we dress like we are still 20s but actually we are 50 already?? hahah...arghhh i really cannot imagine. aging is so terrifying wtf...
anyway maintaining a friendship is not that hard i suppose. its the sincerity that matters even we are far apart, even we are too busy wif our own life.
gals just wanna say i m so proud to have you in my life..thanks for being there and lend me a shoulder whenever i m down. i really appreciate our friendship (eh sounded so uncool...)
oh by the way i tag:

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Tao Cuisine

Went to Tao cuisine @ Auto City Juru last night with my colleagues. we already planned for this few weeks earlier but couldnt make it somehow.
we departed from office at about 5.40 and reached there at about 6.30. the place was really nice. the design and environment were really Japanese style and unique. all were hungry in the beginning so the first few dishes were really yummy. but soon, our tummy could not bear it anymore >.< we ordered quite alot of dishes. darn in the end everyone were too full, just laid back and not willing to get up hahaha...but frankly the food were not as good as we expected especially the sushi. i think i will only visit it again at least half a year later heheh.
okay whatever it is, it was nice to be able to dine there and the best part, our MIS dept gathering ^___*

our first dish, grilled salmon

papaya salmon

japanese tofu

fried dumpling

tempura shrimp and veg

fire cracker roll


my favourite dish of all, Miso Yaki *winks*

back home at 10++ and was kinda tired already...zzzzz...

Monday, April 14, 2008

Zoo Taiping

First thing first, tell me do you feel i've put on weight?! i had 2 meals of McD as dinner in 3 days!!! omg omg...sigh why is gaining weight way easier than losing weight???? i always say wanna lose weight lose weight but end up, i eat more than i should wtf. i used to have new year resolution which is to exercise more and lose more weight. but damn since these few years i gave up totally cos people said high expectation usually ends with failure wtf. so i m not going to promise that i ll eat less and control my diet anymore now. i know its goin to fail kaw kaw somehow :(( so, eat while i can!! hahaha...
Okay just in case for those of you who keeps wondering how is Zoo Taiping well i can tell you abit now cos i went there yesterday =)) last time i used to nag the bf for not bringing me there but i duno what crossed his mind yesterday he suggested to go since we got nth much to do. frankly i wasnt in the mood cos got a bad gastric in the morning. arghh so painful i need to bend down my body while having breakfast T__T but thank God i was getting better after taking the pills. we reached at 11+ and it was so damn HOTTT....clever me thought of bringing an umbrella along ;) pity Fong and the gf why they dint carry umbrella with them? not much picts for this cos as mentioned, it was so mood wanna take picts, plus we were sweating like hell @__@ anyway, zoo Taiping is kinda a great place to visit. despite the hot sun and bad smell la heheh.. adults entrance fees is RM10 and children RM6. if you are bringing camera or video cam they will charge you another RM5. haiyah the RM5 not worth paying la. just put it into ur pocket or bag and walk in like you did nth wrong lah...where got people so stupid go and tell the guard 'saya ada bawa kamera' one me the guard is not going to spotcheck your bag *winks* by the way there are about 8 mini trains in the zoo so if u are too tired or lazy to walk jz hop on it. for more information about zoo taiping
*click click*

so tired i napped from 2pm to 4smth. FYI i hardly nap in the afternoon ;p

they said my face looked like them wtf thats why i took this photo @__@

i dunno what this called. buffalo isit??

skinny crocodile...

i like this bear he is so cute..he made some sounds actually i duno how 2 describe. dear said he was 'paiseh' thats why he sounded like that wtf

giraffe and ostrich

the next time you visit zoo Taiping tell me how is it ok ^___*

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Everything's gonna be alright..

I shall start this with a longggg and deepppp strech arhhhhhhhh.............*strench kaw kaw*
Finally, after 4 days of 'battle' i was able to settle everything for Miss S. really damn tired lately..stayed back after work, not going out for lunch and paid my FULL concentration only to this job these few days. of cos, i gotto wait until end of this week to make sure everything is REALLY settled. i m still praying hard so that she dont call me to complain anymore. God if YOU are listening pls bless me. i really am a good girl and did my very best already =.=
*praying veryyyy hard*
last few nights when i was alone in the room i really wanted to cry. so stressed at work and nobody to accompany me :(( dear was at outstation and mummy went to KL. sigh i could not find someone to talk at all T____T dad was at his room watching TV but i dont want to disturb him. Fergie says Big Girls Dont Cry, so all big girls out there tell me you really dont cry?? i believe human beings are 'delicate' even the toughest man would have tears. so there is nothing wrong to cry huh...
well i notice one trend about my blog. outta 10 blog entries i had 8 of them were sad one come??! somebody pls tell me why am i so miserable? why is my life so pathetic? why i hav more sad stories than happy ones? sorry for those who read my blogs, i m not intend to bug you with my sad life :(( seriously i am so jealous of the others. i read their blogs they always blog about how happy they are. i think their life is 19874563215 times happier than mine @__@
I m sorry but i really wanted to blog so much now. from the 1st day my parents taught me to tell between black and white, until today i felt my life is never been happy. when i said happy i mean the REAL happy okay. i know life isnt always easy. but somehow as i grew up, i always ask myself the same question. 'why is my life so unlucky?? it seems that bad things always happen to me, even my family...why??' yea i know every family has its own issues. but, its true, my family and myself rarely gets the best thing. first it was brother, now its mum. she has been complaining about her migraine few months ago. we consulted so many doctors and she consumed loads of medicines already but still, the migraine still there. she never feel better at all. sometimes i jz wonder, mum is so kind she is so innocent why her life is so suffered?? she did nth wrong but still need to bear with all these pain...and worst, being a daughter i could not help her anything sigh....this trip she went KL to consult another doctor. so i really hope the trip is worth, please God make her feel better. at least to see some improvement day by day. *praying veryyy hard again..*
Life has a long way to go but i already complaining now haiz... okay i promise to find my happiness and i will try my best to blog more happy things the next time ^__*

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Terrible Monday (part II)

Early yesterday morning i received a call from a user, i told her i m still doing the report she wanted and will hand in to her once finish. she then hang my phone!! damn...i then sent an email to her explaining the whole thing and would appreciate if she pay a lil patience. its a very terrible morning okay to being treated this way, plus its jz Monday..i jz wonder why would some user can be so inconsiderate..neva try to stand in my position and think of my feelings :( yea i know its part of work. people used to advise me that freshie tends to being bullied by the others. so just take it as a challenge, learn frm experiences and gradually become more matured, when there is new staff coming in I can do the same things on him/her. well i think i dont want to be that bad, probably cos i already went through this kind of nightmares. thats y most of the time when there are users like this, i will try my best to control my temper and just accept whatever they say @__@
mum called during lunch time said she s going KL wif aunty. guess she wont be back so soon. gonna miss her for days already T__T
Okay, remembered i mentioned about the Cellnique opening last Saturday? well, Crystal and i went there at about 2 that day. at 1st there were only a few of us, so the gals started to explain to us the promotion they have and of cos, trying to convince us to take those packages. one realy drew my attention, RM1188 for 7 times facial with machine, exclusive wif neck and eye treatment and also, nearly RM200 products to take for FREE. so with much persuasion and after a longg consideration i decided to take this package (which i seriously damn regret now wtf) darn i realy shudnt take this ler...what had gotten in my mind back then? i would think 2431 times before i decided to buy a RM70 dress but i only took no more than 10 mins to take that facial package...bro jz reminded me to save as much money as possible nowadays but looked at what i ve did??!! i realy hope the saloon people can accept my request to transfer this back to the normal package i always take =.= oo ya just forget about the lucky draw, both of us dint get anything :( (p/s: definetely its not lucky for me cos i neva get anything from lucky draw in my life) anyway i'd fulfilled the wish and went for K at nite. sorry no picts for the activity. cos everyone were too bzz singing la so pls forgive us ;p

facial masque products from Cellnique

starter kits

buffet lunch...

Sunday we reached grandparents' graveyard at about 8am. lucky there were not too many people and was able to find parking. after prayed we went to the Taiping memorial park to pray my uncle. it was kinda tired. whats more i went to Ipoh in the noon to watch 'Three Kingdoms'. well as i'd expected its a boring movie for me. But Maggie did looked good in the movie ;)

the big rock in front of the graveyard..omg it seems to grow bigger and bigger and bigger ...


grandparents' graveyard

opps my name wasnt in there @__@

sigh its going to be a lonely day again. dear went outstation and will back only on Wednesday. what a black Monday for me T___T

Monday, April 7, 2008

Terrible Monday :'(

What a terrible day to start my week....
I had the worst Monday ever today T_____________T

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Working Saturday

Its another boring + dull + dreary working Saturday, again... :(
Its true, i got NO MOOD at all to come to work every Saturday. come on, its spelled S.A.T.U.R.D.A.Y, its a day when people suppose to get a good rest, go shopping, chilling out wif frens etc etc. okay whatever it is, it definetely doesnt meant for WORKING!!!
anyway, i m just waiting the clock to strike 12.30pm and i ll back home straight. its Cellnique grand opening today so i would like to attend! they said there will be free gifts, lucky draw, great promotions, refreshments etc etc..and the best part i heard, special gift to be given away if you bring along a friend !! so i asked Crystal to come with me tee hee... ;))
well i ve been thinking to go karaoke lately. the last time i went was about a month+ ago. yesterday when msn-ing wif a fren i was suggesting to him going for K tonite. now seems like everyone agreed so i shall call for booking later on. frankly i prefer going with a smaller group of people. everytime i go, its like i need to wait for 659843 minutes to reach my turn!! imagine 20 people in a room with only 2-3 microphones omg...who is going to hear your voice??! at least if there are only half the people, i doesnt need to wait for so longgg la right?
oo ya brother coming back tonight so i shall pick him up. i actually asked dear to come with me cos it s going to be very late when bro reaches. sigh i gotto admit that i m really old already as i find it abit difficult to drive late at night @__@ i remembered there was this time, about 1am++ i went Simpang to fetch my bro, alone. then while on the way home i hit the wrong direction!! i drove into the opposite lane of the road ahaha...yea now i could laugh out loud since its over. but back then i was damn scared okay cos i saw another car coming towards me omg....he dimmed me kaw kaw man...lucky, there was an exit on my left so i quickly turned in there and back to the correct lane. phew....i think my bro was hang on tight that time ;p okay so after that incident i swear i dont want to drive late at night anymore.
early tomorrow morning i shall be going 'cheng beng' with my family. ya its abit late cos almost everyone went already yesterday. but since we gotto wait for bro so we decided to go tomorrow. i guess it should be all right. after all its the sincerity that matters o_0
hey mini pc fair is in town!! i called it mini cos its really MINI....if u got nothing special to buy then i would said you only need about 10-15 minutes to finish the 'tour'. its a small hall actually, compared to KLCC its 100 times smaller okay. ok la i try not to complain too much at least we can take a walk there ;)
okay i shall finish my desktop housekeeping now otherwise i will need to work overtime later.
so people ciao!

Thursday, April 3, 2008


I got 2 good news to share!!
First, i got my passport done finally yipee fast that i only spent about 10 mins there. but how come they made my face so chubby one?? so ugly la my photo T___T then i saw the 'maklum balas' form at the counter and i wanted to fill it up actually. but 2nd thought my mind told me it was lazy already so i told myself, nvm la next time @__@ siao one. 300 bucks flied :(( but i guess worth it la. so i ll try to go as many countries as possible in these 5 yrs so that my 300 bucks get paid off okay ^__*
Second, another good fren joined blogging muahaha...first it was Esther and now its Sam. good good, neva thought i would influenced frens to join blogging. o_0
sigh i am super duper duper sleepy now candies finished already i got nth to chew and nth much to do... and its only 2pm now omg omg....i miss my bed la. sumbody pls helpppp... i already yawned 1649 times from yesterday til now ;p somemore i dunno whats wrong wif my Internet connection today its so damn slow!!! grr.... so boring it keeps me waiting. i need to refresh 10 times each time i load a page oh my God.
actually i got another news..i think i dint tell ya b4 that i won something frm participating a contest frm CLEO. a gal called up and told me this. its actually a free 3-days 2 nites stay at a resort at Penang. i searched net then i found out this resort actually exist, but i doubt shud i trust ahh?? cos i dont remember at all that i took such a contest *blurr* she said i m suppose to go there and collect those vouchers. so should this be a good or bad news u tell me.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Pleasant weekend

Regardless of this blog title, i wanna say i m N O T feeling pleasant now, not at all !!!!
i went to the immigration just now to do my passport. once i reached i was so happy...cos i saw no customers at all...what popped up in my mind then was yihoo, guess i can finish the things fast! so i went to get my number and passed the forms, documents and passport photos to the officer. then u know what? he told me my photo cannot be accepted!!! grr.....i felt so upset!!! he said my fringe covered my eyebrow too was only 0.1cm over my eyebrow okay!! and then i wanted to take the photos there he said the service only available from 2pm onwards. WHAT!!! i got not enough time okay...that was my lunch time and its my working day today..sigh outta no choice, i jz left T____T sacrificed my lunch time, without taking my lunch, drove all the way there, under the super hot sun, and i got NOTHING wtf!!! omg somebody pls kill me now...
well i know i shudnt blame anyone. sigh wat 2 do..guess i hav2 go there again 2mr, and gotto make sure the photos i m taking 2nite is 100% passed!!

Okay as promised, updates for last weekend.
Saturday, we departed to Matang seafood restaurant at about 7+, at 1st i reckoned there would be 8 paxes,
too bad la 2 of them ffk-ed last min :( so we went wif one car instead.
well, we ordered 5 dishes, namely crabs, prawns, 'lala', fish and vege for RM116. (thx to Esther for the treat) but too bad the cook mistaken our order, so the crabs were wasted sigh. next we went for tea. (aicks so clumsy me 4gotten to buy Esther a birthday cake T___T how can a birthday called birthday without a birthday cake?!!) we ciao at about 11smth, since almost evry1 need to go 'cheng beng' the next morning. anyway i went another 3rd round, hehe..clubbing at JR. it was Boon's we chilled and was homed at about 2+ in the morning *sigh no photos for this yet :( *
Sunday, not able to do much. jz onlined for a while, and watched 'P2', half way. think not goin to finish the whole dvd la, too bored @__@

wif Singaporean gal Eve (ahaha, kidding she is frm Taiping too)

nice pict but i think tingki wasnt ready yet ;p

wif dear at JR

well i duno y, i felt myself being weird in this pict wtf...

and oh, today's 1st of April, so Happy April Fool's Day people... ;p