..... FRIENDSHIP can be this fragile.
its like... you see the moments of happiness spending together now, but they were all gone the next second. gone, long gone...
yea i know i promised not to bother about it anymore. actually i think i did trying my best to ignore all the dramas. but until the day i read about it, i was totally mad. mad until what i have in mind was only @#$%^#!!! i mean, i never thought of something like this can be popped out from his mind. sigh.. of the good girl i was trying to be before this, was just a waste of time. of all the sincerity and thoughts i had before this, were all worthless. and now whether who win or lose, its not important anymore..
anyway, like i said, we have our own way of living. how he want it to be, its all depends on him.
(emo? of cause, its a Monday afterall....) >.<