Ever wonder what your other half have in mind? i do, always.
guys always say its hard to understand a woman. but hey you guys, dont you know you are the same too?!
we have been together for 6 years. from the sweet romantic moments(aww how i miss that!), to the unstable stage, to a steadier stage, and to the bored/dull stage. i know, compared to some of you, 6 is a small number. but please just allow me to express whatever i feel inside! at least for now..
i'm not sure whether he'll be reading this, his pc is under repair now. blame him for accessing too much of those sites (you know what i mean) =p
for many times, i have thought of writing him a letter. erm, not exactly a love letter. some sorta complain letter. cause sometimes i find it hard to speak to him face to face. some thing is best spoken through written words (though speaking verbally brings more sincerity) but in the end, i gave up. i dont have enough courage to do so.. i'm so soft-hearted i'm afraid my words may hurt him. i'm such a coward i know! i want him to know exactly what i want but i'm too shy/scared! this is so bad its not going to solve any problems! i find it kinda funny because as for our 6 years of relationship, we still havent grow up. we still fail to handle problems in a mature way. but i bet all couples have their own hard times and arguements dont you? but tell me how do you make up then? how do you let your partner know what exactly do you want and what about him/her? does the method works for you both? do your partner understand and gets what you're trying to say and what about you? sigh i hope a love expert is reading this and answer to all my questions!
i knew i have written a few posts here about my other half. whatever it is i'd feel better the next day after i post my blog (yes i feel better today). and as time goes by, that angriness/sadness went away. and i'm back to the normal me. but i know, the root cause is still there :(
okay so everyone say communication is the KEY. but tell me how can i communicate with him in a direct way? i dont intend to tell him too much which may lead to more misunderstanding/confusion. yet i want something which is powerful and simple enough to make him catch what i'm trying to say. sigh.
maintaining a relationship is a great knowledge. its hard, even harder than programming wtf.
we still have a long way to go darl. i hope we both are ready to overcome all the problems before we actually proceed to the next stage.
p/s: comments are open. do share with me your stories k.