I got a wish.
a wish so that i can revenge on people whom i hate. something very powerful to let that person to forever feel deeply regret/sorry/guilty on the bad things that he has done.
i'm talking about the bastard who stalked me few months ago.
its been 4 months since the incident but everything is still fresh in my mind. i keep telling myself not to remember and let go. but its so hard ok! its not that i like him nor that i know him... but the thing is, when something/someone irritates you, it will be there sticking like UHU glue in ur memory. the worst part is, I KEEP SEEING HIM EVERY NOW AND THEN ON THE ROAD!! (especially on the way to work)
i consider this as a freaking nightmare to me. i can easily recognise him from far. i can easily recall his fcking plat number. i hate him alot and am cursing him every minute. but why God? why did You create that kinda fate between us??
i definetely dont appreciate it! >=(
i already adjusted my time to leave home to work hoping to get rid of him, as i now know roughly what time he'll be on the road. but still...
there is an alternative route i can use to reach office but that'll be quite far and not that convenient. and sometimes i just think, why should i try to avoid him?? i did nothing wrong! he should be the one who feels guilty and avoid me!
i'm terrified. i think this nightmare will haunt me forever and may be soon contributes to any mental problem? :'(
please.. i really need a magic/power to revenge.