*emo post, skip if you dont feel like reading. dont say i dint warn you...*
He: Tell me honestly, you're very free and purposely find things to do is it?
Me: ...... (i can explain, but i dont want to, cause no matter how much i talk/explain, he'll have something else to shoot me)
actually i'm very upset when i heard this. i mean, who wanna hear this kinda impolite words right? no doubt he never treat me nicely, still i dont like people judging me this way. now, who's the one who purposely find things to argue?!
i'm not good in releasing my anger verbally, thats why i chose to curse/complain through updating FB status or blog about it. it might be bad, but at least i feel much better deep down.
sometimes, i really dont understand why some people are like that? purposely say something or do something to torture you and make your life miserable. what did they get in return?? i know people told me, dont let him spoil your day/mood and dont keep his words in heart, this kinda person has no rights to affect your mood, and definetely not worth for me to get angry at. well, of course i dont keep whatever he says in heart, but the moment right after i had the hard time, i'm really very angry and i need to release the anger and emoness (if you know what i mean). but soon, i know i'll be alright.
so to this person, you dont try to be rude to me... not that i'm threatening you, but i strongly believe there's karma one lo, beware of what you say... otherwise who knows, when you get home, you find a snake in your letter box. or when you wake up the next day, you find a bag full with dog shit in front of your house.. or may be one day when you wake up, you realise you lose your voice forever.. hahaha.. when all these happen, it'll be too late for you to regret.. lol...
you see, if you are nice to people, people will eventually nice to you. but when you're not (which he always does), then you're not worth to be treated nicely too! i know sometimes people talk bad things, gossip about others, and sometimes we tend to lose our temper due to certain incidents.. (i admit i'm one of them) but at least learn how to evaluate own self and apologize. this person... he's getting too much!! >=(